A. I want to focus on two parts of this question. First, what happened to Anastasia. And, second, is the woman by the name of Anastasia your grandmother.
I do get that Anastasia did survive and went into hiding. She encountered a horrific ordeal that left her terrified. She needed to reinvent herself, and in doing so she changed her name, and all her documentation relating to her old identity. Our minds are very powerful with regard to self preservation, and she coped by submerging herself into a new life, in a new place and shutting off memories to her past as a way to cope.
I do get that your grandmother (based on personal info and pictures you submitted) is Anastasia. It looks like when your grandmother escaped and was later handed to family, these were distant relatives that enabled her escape. These relatives were well connected (money, friends, networking ability), and when they heard of "Anastasia's" escape, they looked for her, and when they located her, they sent her over seas with a new identity to remove her from all the political upheaval that was going on over there.
Q. How would I find out about my past lives? I feel like I've seen many lives and many things but I'm not sure where they all end or begin. Where would I start?
You can also seek out someone (hypnotist or a psychic) that specializes in past life regressions. This is a technique in which the person is put under hypnosis and guided through the process to uncover and see their own past lives. You can even witness traumas and start the healing. This can be very insightful and healing to witness in a third party perspective. I'd just like to add that if you go this route, pick someone you trust because hypnosis requires you to be comfortable and vulnerable. If for some reason you don't mesh, try this with someone else until you find a good fit.
And that is all I have for this reading. Thank you. Love and light-
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