I'm a mom of 4 that recently turned 40. I've been doing readings (personal and public interest) since 2012. My focus includes, but isn't limited to: paranormal, passed loved ones, relationships, remote viewing and looking at past/future events. I sense things by images in my mind, impressions, sounds, tastes and/or smells. My passion is to help others, seek truth and provide insight. Feel free to request a Blog Reading (BLOG REQUEST Tab) or Personal Reading (PERSONAL REQUEST Tab). Much love-
Q & A XXXVI: Random Questions continued.. [Group Posting]
Q. Please could you do a reading on Elliot Rodgers? Like why did he have such strong feelings of hate towards women? And was he 'programmed' to feel that way? I feel what happened was really sad, and that they are a lot of Elliot Rodgers who are out there but are too scared to act out like he did (or they have a conscience). What do you think is causing such feelings of despondency towards themselves? Could it be that it is the way society is that is producing such individuals with such feelings?
A. When I focus on him I get this feeling of sadness that is overwhelming in a way. I feel like he has issues growing up, and he was a sad kid that "faked" being happy. He wanted to be happy, but just couldn't really "feel" happy. He was different (I get the word eccentric) or his beliefs and actions- not in a bad way, but in a way that made him always feel this sense of not belonging, loneliness or rejection. At times he would blame these internal feelings on others because he saw that the "world" judged him and caused the pain, rather than love and accept himself for who he was. I see that he went over various scenarios many times before he actually did it. The thought of going through with it felt therapeutic or calming (in an odd way) to him. He also even took his inability to act on his feelings as something to internalize as being weak- until one day he couldn't take it. He couldn't take the rejection, pain and loneliness that he felt. Society is better about being inclusive of others, but has a long was to go with regard unwanted or needed judgements. People need to focus on how we are the same, embrace differences and see the ways we are unique as character.
Q. I was wondering if you would have at look at this article and see if you can get any connection. Rarotonga in The Cook Islands has an arsonist running loose, and the police still don’t have any suspects.
A. I get the Cook Islands has some kind of resource that people want (land?), and a special interest group was hired to create some kind of instability and hardship so another country can go in and "rescue them." By doing this a debt is created from the Cook Islands toward this other country (I can't be sure what country, I hear broken, but yet English words being used). The Cook Islands will be forced to give this country what they want out of fear and the need to remain safe. I keep hearing to watch who comes to the rescue, because they are responsible (and also why it is so hard to catch them- they are professionals and good at what they do). Then I hear something about "keeping your friends close, but keep your enemies closer- but the real challenge is to determine who is a friend, and who is an enemy"..?
Q.I was sent a news article from the UK about this strange mark that appeared on a child and it has since populated into a disturbing phenomenon that is happening all over the world. I put together what I know on this link.
A. I focused on this, and really tried to tune in. I cannot confirm that these are authentic markings- something feels off with this, as if what we are seeing is not true based. If these are real, I cannot connect to this.??
Q. What do you see the Karmic repercussion being for killing insects? What if they are destroying your home? Or what if you just want to kill fruit flies because they are annoying? Also does the amount matter? ...then can we slide the question over into larger animals until we get to humans? Do you see the whole thing being like a chart of how severe the karma is depending on how consciously evolved the being is or is it all equal?
A. Karma exists in everything. A balance is always trying to be found. If something isn't causing harm to you (or someone you know), the karmic view would be to let it be. If it is causing you a health issues, destroying your home, causing some kind of personal harm- see if you can find an alternative to killing it.
The thing with karma too is the intent. If you kill something for sport or have malicious intent, that is negatively balanced. If you kill something because you step on a spider (for example) on accident, that is viewed differently.
Most times if you trust your gut, you know the right thing to do and how it influences your karma and energy.
Q. I don't know if you are familiarized with the literature of Carlos Castaneda.
In my view he was taught to keep his mind, experiences and thoughts in the after life. If so, what was the purpose? To save incarnations? Was the content of his books real? Did he really pass away because of a cancer. A. I see this man as very spiritual and had a deep understanding of himself and his higher self. He did meditate and had a plan in his mind on how to behave or what to do once he passed and his soul left his body- as if he prepped himself for that moment. In each incarnation he became even more spiritual with himself, and he didn't want to lose the progress that he made- his goal was true enlightenment and he knew that if his memories and knowledge were wiped away at death in the "light" then it would be very hard to attain his current level again (it would take many lives). I see this process of him dying, and his soul leaves his body. At the moment he see the light he starts making this noise- like a hum- that creates a vibration to his spiritual energy that counteracts the energy in the "light" (Never seen this before!!!). He maintains this sounds/vibration through the entire process until the incarnation occurs. It was as if his vibration was completely the opposite of the vibration of the light energy (I see a wave of light, and his vibration was exactly the inverse of that wave.) Some thoughts/knowledge are lost, but the majority is retained (AMAZING- I have never seen anything like this!). I do see him as authentic and his books feel like they are based on positive intent. I do see he really did die of cancer (even though something was "odd" about the situation). Q. Hello! Can you also do focus session on deja vu? What is it, and how does it occur? Is it a misconception in the brain or something more spiritual? Thank you
A. Deja Vu is a true working of your subconscious. Our current physical being is somewhat shaped on who we were in past lives, where we have been, and also places we go in our dreams / meditations through astral travel (we have the ability to disconnect from our physical bodies when we sleep just as we do when we meditate). When you go somewhere, hear something, or feel like you are reliving a moment, that feeling of knowing is Deja Vu. Your subconscious is poking through and creating that familiar feeling (because it is familiar and you have had the experience before.) You may not realize it in your conscious/rational mind, but you cannot hide from what your subconscious knows.
Q. I enjoy your website & appreciate your time and effort. I have the question about Daniel Dunglas Home, anything about him how he got his energies to levitate etc. But it could be labeled under shadow people as one evening when I was ill I was meditating on him and suddenly a tall (or floating) shadow person with a fedora hat appeared in the hallway in front of my sons room, at the same time my sons ceiling light literally blew up,sparks falling from it, and shadow person disappeared. I have wondered if that was Home showing his flair, or if shadow people are lower dark entities like I have heard. Thank You!!!
A. When I focus on Home, I feel he had a negative attachment to him. He was gifted, and had talent, but the source of his talent feels very dark. As if he opened himself up to a higher power, but didn't properly protect himself in the process, and a negative energy attached to him.
Regarding shadow people and dark entities...They are lower level vibrational beings, but I also get they also serve a purpose and are necessary in the universal balance. We will always have good and bad, and positive and negative, because they are necessary to define each other. Then I hear the phrase "the sweet isn't so sweet without the sour"- we need both perspectives to truly understand (and challenge) our higher selves.
Q. Can you look into and somewhat describe what everyday life, culture, and societies for Native Americans would have been like today in the Americas if they haven't been colonized and conquered by the Europeans (and for that matter any other people)? Also, do you see any reasons as to why Native Americans were conquered by the Europeans besides Europeans wanting to colonize the world? Why did Native Americans suffer such fate?
A. I see life as not that much different if North America wasn't conquered. If the Europeans had not come here (and no other country came here) and the Indians were left on their own to grow, thrive and evolve, I see them living much like they did before. They would celebrate the earth, and have a connection to nature. I see them content in their ways, seeking slight improvements (with medicines and concoctions), but overall happy with their life. I see some tribes rising against the others (the need for power and control is found in every type of society), but most tribes are satisfied with a certain level of space due only so much can be controlled.
I see the main reason for the Indians being allowed to suffer this fate was because humans were created on this planet to learn and evolve (that is why some of the negative emotions are tied to us such as judgement, competition, etc- to force us to evolve). The Indians were content and living their own life- they were more primal and not advancing much as regarding evolutionary growth (they were much more spiritual). Then I see that some kind of mental exchange occurred between eastern groups (Vikings, Europeans, etc) and ETs in which an inspiration to go west was placed in some individuals (human) minds by these ETs. I get the idea to go east really came about quite random to these "chosen" people, and that is because there was an intervention occurring and ETs were influencing these people directly, but through an indirect channel. I get humans had a certain amount of time on this planet to reach a certain level of evolutionary growth, and we were not meeting the time frame for the necessary growth.
It was not set that someone from Europe had to conquer North America, but rather enough nudges were put in place that someone from the east would be inspired, almost overwhelmingly inspired to make a voyage west. And, out of those traveling west, someone would be inspired to conquer and claim land.
And that is all I have for this reading. Thank you. Narrated version to be posted later.